strider can't sleep at night anymore and doesn't feel safe with herself
strider just got home from kansas where i was at a twenty øne piløts concert.
strider is crying
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
strider wants to cry
@misty: including the one about mY SHIP right??:dies:
strider has to do on IOP (intensive outpatient program) at my therapist's office two hours a day five days a week for the next 4-6 weeks. >.<
strider
hey guys,sorry i've been gone for so long. i was hospitalized for my depression last tuesday night. just got back home today.
strider
strider is having the worst week i've had in forever. 🙁
ela just skyped me and saved my life (literally.)strider is relieved and not scared anymore also :hugs jaygee back:
@hobbi: no, i want a dark hole with nothing and nobody. i want to die.strider is scared
strider wants to find a hole to crawl into. 😐
